"Connecting with friends keeps me uplifting"
I have to keep that in mind.
It was thrilled to have a reunion with my classmates. Today we were eleven including Vera, Sophia, Kay, Kathy, Dani, Marie, Wanessa, Darek, Alex, Karthik and me.
Knowing that all of my classmates are whether progressing with the thesis, the job or the life is such an inspiring thing. They gave me some thoughts by telling their plans about finding a job in the field of sustainability. All of them are trying hard to push themselves looking for something they are interested in, which makes me feel the urge to do it as well.
I feel that I cannot just look down on myself without giving it a try. I prevent myself from failure by not paying all the strength on finding an ideal job. I feel it's time to be done with this discouraging mindset after seeing folks growing with everything they have been through.
I must not forget what friends mean to me. They would not mind even if I am in a bad situation. They still embrace me like a friend. They are willing to give advices to me. Although sometimes I do feel some differences in the eye in people even feeling we are not as good as we were, there is still friendship in between.
Sometimes I do not feel I deserve a close relationship with outstanding friends if I am not good enough in terms of everything. But this way of thinking is just making me drown without any benefits. It does not matter how people think of me, what matters is how I view myself and how sincere I am with them. As long as I am true to myself and treat my friends wholeheartedly, it is okay.
Do not forget to try your best before you give in. Those who finds what they really desire are those who have tried countless times. It is never to late to start something.
02.04.2016. in Freising :)
